People Asked About Him
When I was at the last picnic a
few people asked me
about 'him'. Recently in the last
newsletter someone
wanted to know if anyone knew of
his whereabouts.
After some soul searching I decided
to dredge up some
of those memories. Its hard
to put things in
perspective after 40 years but
as my memory fades,
somewhat, I will try only because
you have the right
to know. You are part of this story
whether you want
to be or not. As with any
historical event its not
important who tells the story,
only that it gets told.
So I will ask this site
keeper to withold my name out
of respect for "him" and his family.
Railroad men
have tales about rounding the Shelbyville
curve doing
60. Machinists talk about
the first time they used
the Munson 680. This is our
story. This is who we
were. This is what we did.
Everybody knew we were buds, we
rode motorcycles
together, went fishing on our days
off, lived
relatively close to each other.
Our families hung out
together. I guess it was
natural for them to think I
knew what he was up to nowadays.
I only know some of
the details that led up to his
moving-on. I don't
know much about after he left.
Last I saw he was
remarried, had a good job he was
happy with and the
kids were doing ok. It aint
a pretty story, but its
part of our history. If you
are not into history,
then don't read this, skip to the
joke book section of
this site. No happy endings
here, but he was one of
us and his story deserves to be
told. A great cop, a
hard worker, each day he could
make anyone of us laugh
no matter how low we were. Always
had a joke or
anecdote to fit any situation.
He was the only guy
Ernie would allow to get away with
telling a joke
during rollcall. The worst
thing I ever heard him say
about someone was that he was a
'giblet'. We, who are
happily retired, generally received
the blessings of
the community we served and have
been enriched by that
service. Our families are proud
of us. We all had
nice retirement parties and we
go to the picnics every
so often. A few of us, however,
never reached that
goal. Some careers ended
with a shootout at Muskets
or the swift lot. Others
ended with a squad crash at
Main and Skokie or Oakton and Niles
There were many
and assorted endings none of which
could be
anticipated. His career ended
in Emily Park, in the
floodlit darkness that will never
be erased from the
memories of those of us who were
there. He was one of
us and I hope my recollections
do him and his loved
ones justice. If I make a
mistake with the names of
persons involved or what they did
please forgive me,
it was forty years ago. I
tell this story because our
memories are fading. The
official reports were long
ago relegated to a cardboard box
in the police station
basement. Expungements ensued and
records were
destroyed. When our memories
desert us there will be
nothing left of our way of life.
Its important for us
to remember everyone who served
here, because in their
own way they contributed to our
legacies.
He came up in the 50's in a small
town called Mattawa.
A few farms and a church
sitting on an old Indian
trail along the east bank of the
DesPlaines.
The great American statesman Adlai
E. Stevenson was
from Mattawa (by way of Lake Shore
Drive) but he told
the world he was "The Man From
Libertyville." 50's
presidential campaign spin. His
opponent General
Eisenhower hailed from Gettysburg
a place that evokes
memories of patriotism and valor.
So suddenly Adlai
was the native son of Libertyville,
the cradle of our
American way of life, notwithstanding
he actually
lived 5 miles down the road in
tiny Mattawa.
His mom and dad were caretakers
of what was called a
gentleman's farm. They grew
the crops, tended the
livestock, kept the grounds in
order, and maintained
the machinery, leaving the hard
work for the
gentleman. His dad took him
fishing and his mom
canned fruit, put up vegetables,
and at Christmas time
they baked pies and traded fruit
preserves with Adlai
who was their next door neighbor.
Shortly after high school graduation
he married his
high school sweetheart. They
took up housekeeping in
Mundelein where he got a factory
job. When there was
an opening he joined SPD where
he immediately became a
popular officer. The family
which had grown to a
pre-school girl and a toddling
boy moved into one of
the apartments behind Niles East
where they began a
new life and career. Them
days Skokie was like a
little town neighbors knew each
other, folks were
friendly and kids played about
the streets and parks
largely unsupervised; therein lies
the tale.
It was a warm afternoon mom was
sitting on the front
steps watching the neighborhood
kids playing. Her
daughter was playing hopscotch
and the little boy was
digging in the dirt. As the
afternoon latened, mom
went inside, just for a moment
to check on dinner.
When she returned the boy was gone.
The other
children were sent in all directions
to find the
youngster, but in a while they
returned without
success. A call was made
to SPD and the beat officer
was sent to investigate. He
rode around the area and
when he saw no sign of the boy
he called for backup.
Sgt. Davis was the watch commander.
He called for all
available to respond to the scene
and assigned
officers to search basements, apartments
and garages
on the block. I can still
remember the damp, rancid
odors of those basements. No
one would believe how
many abandonned refrigerators and
stoves were in the
basements and garages of those
buildings. We looked
in washers and driers. We
asked people to let us look
inside their apartments, under
beds and in closets.
After an hour or so we spread out
into the district.
Can you imagine what it was like
to search the areas
along the railroad tracks, praying
that you won't find
what your looking for lying along
side of those
tracks? We all searched in
earnest, each of us hoping
that we could be the one to return
the boy to his mom,
who sat weeping on her front steps.
As darkness
became our enemy, Jumbo turned
his focus to Emily Park
and its scum and weed infested
lagoon. SFD divers
were called in and the Civil Defense
set up portable
floodlights. As the sun set
the lights were turned on
and then the worst was discovered.
You see, in the
daylight with the pond covered
in scum it was
impossible to see below the water.
But, under the
bright lights you could clearly
see the outline of the
youngster just inches below the
surface. Can you
imagine how badly some of us felt?
We had passed that
spot several times during the afternoon,
but we just
couldn't see him. We all
gathered together and tried
to console one-another. How
could this toddler have
wandered off and then fallen into
this lagoon? What a
terrible misfortune. It wasn't
long thereafter that
Jumbo gathered us together and
announced that homicide
had been commited. We were
stunned and shaken almost
to the point where some of us found
it difficult to do
the jobs, that so desparately needed
to be done.
After more searches for evidence
and witnesses were
made we were ordered to the station
for recall at
about 1 AM. Many of us sat
in stunned silence trying
to make sense of what transpired.
We were supposed to
be seasoned and tough, yet our
sense of loss was
overwelming. After a couple
of hours we drifted home,
we now had to face our wives and
families and explain
to them what had happened, most
times that was the
hardest part of the job.
The next day, I believe it was
a Saterday, we all kind
of drifted back to the station.
We all felt compelled
to assist in any way we could.
Soon Lt. Halas, who
was in charge of the dicks and
the investigation, put
us in pairs and sent us into the
district. We used
our own cars because there weren't
enough squads.
There were no portable radios back
then so we were
told to call in on a box every
hour. " Stop whoever
you see. Make out field slips
on them. Go to
peoples' doors, ask questions,
don't take "I don't
know for an answer." I was
teamed up with Len
Jaglarski and we were assigned
to the area around
Oakton Bowl. We parked his
car in the lot then walked
up Louise street ringing doorbells
in the numerous
townhouses that lined both sides.
In about an hour we
made our way back to the lot. Len
was tired of
ringing doorbells. He didn't
think that would be the
answer to catching this child killer.
He felt there
was going to be some type of task
force. He began his
politiking to get on this task
force by picking up the
call box in the parking lot and
getting hold of
somebody in the station who could
make it happen. Now
comes the unbelievable part of
this tale.
As we are standing by the call
box Len talking to
headquarters a group of preteen
boys approached us.
They were excited to hear any details
of the crime and
speculated as to whom may have
been the perpitraitor.
Then as though God had willed us
to be at that
locality at that time. As
if God willed these
youngsters to be there the same
time as we were. As
if God willed one of the lads to
blurt out the
following story, everything came
together for SPD.
Luck, karma proven police proceedure,
whatever you
wish to call it, we met the devil
himself in the
person of little Erik. He
was blond and blue eyed,
but he had the kind of eyes like
those kids in the
horror movies. When you looked
him in the eye you
could see all the way to Hades.
As the other lads
clammored about us for attention
Erik spoke up with a
clear voice that stopped Len and
I in our tracks. "I
know who did it," he proudly proclaimed.
Erik told us
it was an older boy he knew by
name and that he saw
this boy lead the toddler across
the tracks toward the
park on the preceeding afternoon.
We immediately
called into the bureau. We
were instructed to take
the boy home and stand-by for the
dicks.
Mort podolski and Kenton Cody were
partners and
journeyman youth officers. They
ran the 'bad cop,
ugly cop' routine on kids and it
worked real well for
them because they used to clear
a lot of cases. I'm
not saying who was who, they know
who they are. They
sized-up little Erik straight away.
They along with a
lot of other dicks, worked their
magic and by bedtime
that same night they had little
Erik booked into the
Audey Home for the murder of the
toddler.
Little Erik was in fact a sociopath,
a cold blooded
killer. We learned that the
crime had been committed
because Erik had in some way been
accosted by an older
boy. Erik conceived, planned
and carried out the
crime in order to seek revenge
on the older boy.
After a few weeks Erik's parents
didn't like the idea
of him being a murderer so they
got a lawyer. It was
not long thereafter that Len and
I along with the
Dicks were summoned to juvenile
court. The judge
demanded that we show a chain of
evidence from Emily
Park back to Erik's apartment.
So early one morning
we piled into a squad and were
escorted to the
courthouse by non other than the
field captain. In
his words, "I don't want youse
guys stopping off for
White Castles or Italian ices,
or getting lost or in
an accident. Your all going
to court and you better
testify good and put this little
bastard away for
life." I guess what Len and
I had to say was
important. It had to do with
us observing and noting
a child's pair of muddy shoes by
the back door of
Erik's apartment. Anyway
the trial was pretty much a
sham. It was all poor Erik
this and child of a broken
home that. It turned out
that according to the judge
and Erik's lawyer, Erik was adopted.
His mother and
adoptive father had gotten a recent
divorce. His
mother and new father were expecting
a new baby. So
this heinous crime had been committed
because little
Erik had trouble grasping this.
The main thing I
recall about the trial was that
the bailiff had
everything he could do to keep
the judge from jumping
down off the bench and kissing
little Erik's ass. So
Erik was sent off to some counsuling.
After a few
months the family packed up and
moved to parts
unknown. This was supposed
to bring some closure to
the victims. Little by little
life returned to normal
around the squadroom but I know
for a fact that the
family had been devistated.
Today, a cop gets a little to much
grande in his
Starbucks latte and they call out
Crises Intervention.
"And how did that make you
feel?" In the 60s we only
had a couple of ways to work things
out. You went
over to the pub. A few people
may have made some
contact with their local groupies.
Some may have
taken it out on their spouses.
Most of us just rode
around in the squad stewing over
things until we
popped a citizen, or shot at his
dog, or mouthed off
to the sargeant. A couple
of days off were a good
cure for any crises. The
grand masters of all of
weaseldom were at work here. The
politician met with
the lawyer and the insurance man
and they decided that
sending a police officer or firefighter
for help could
be detrimental to the Village.
Lets say an officer
pops someone and it comes out in
the lawsuit that the
cop received intervention the Village
could be liable
for a lot of money.
Our friend came back to work and
he still continued to
be a good guy. He did a good
job, he met all goals
set for him. He scored high
on the sargeant's exam,
he could have made rank.
Can you imagine as a father,
a husband and a cop the
most horrific thing that could
happen occurs to you?
You still have to come to work
every day and you have
to listen to some citizen beefing
about someone in his
parking space. The sargeant
yaking at you because
your sideburns are below your ears.
What about his
wife? She has to choose between
Captain crunch or
Cocoa Puffs and balance the checkbook,
when all she
wants to do is lie her head on
the nearest railroad
track.
First they moved out of Skokie
8 miles up the road.
Then they moved 30 miles up the
road. That didn't
seem to be far enough away. The
decision was made,
resign the job and move 1300 miles
away. After that
they ran into ocean, they couldn't
get any further
away so eventually they split and
went their separate
ways.
If you were on the job back then,
believe me, this
incident had a profound effect
on all of us. Mostly
in our lives there were victims,
bad guys, and us. We
were able to compartmentize and
in so doing we dealt
with what we had to do. But
now we too were victims.
This senseless act could have happened
to anyone of
our little Johnies or Jennies-and
there for the grace
of God go I. We all suffered
and from that day on we
all whistled past the graveyard.
Our story, unfortunately, has been
told. I regret
having to be the one to tell it.
Too bad for me I was
a little too close to it.
As for little Erik. It was
just dumb luck that we ran
into him that day at the bowl.
It could have been any
one of you. We were part
of Erik's plan and we just
happened to be there. If
we had gone west bound
instead of east Erik would
have caught up to one of
you. So you too earned your
keep on that day. I'm
proud of the way we all did our
jobs.
I've been retired almost 19 years.
Sometimes, I watch
the news and the story is about
a Ted Bundy guy, a BTK
guy or a child molester. They
show the guy's picture
and immediately I go back to work
trying to put 40
years onto a 12 year old's face.
Am I looking into
Erik's eyes? Is he still
out there? Did he ever
finish his theropy? You think
about it for a while.
Finally, its pretty easy to find
lost friends these
days, with all the technology we
have. Its a lot
harder to leave them alone and
in peace.
And to my old friend if you should
by chance read
this, you and yours are in our
thoughts and prayers.
I hope that after all these years
you found your
place, far enough away-but not
too far.
To everyone else have a good retirement,
you've earned it.
(Name witheld by request)